Last year at this time, I remember very clearly being terrified. I wanted desperately to believe in the hope of a New Year. To relish in the possibility of a fresh, clean slate. But I couldn't quite get there. What if 2011 was worse than 2010? No one could actually guarantee that this new year would be better, so where did all these people get hope? What if we hadn't hit rock bottom yet? What if there was something else waiting?
I don't have that anxiety this year. I am confident in my ability to handle whatever it is that life has to throw at me. I can do it. I can handle it. It won't matter. I have my family. I have love. I have support. I have strength. Whatever this New Year has in store for me - I will meet it head on.
The other day a friend posted on Facebook..... 2012 in one word? Only one word came to mind. FEARLESS. I have spent a lot of time and energy worrying about things I can't control. Things that I shouldn't control. And I like to think this new trend has only been since all the medical stuff with Makenna... but let's be real, I've been doing that all my life:) I need to let go.
Let Go and Let God.
That's the underlying motto, but in ONE word; it's FEARLESS.
Happy New Year!
I don't have that anxiety this year. I am confident in my ability to handle whatever it is that life has to throw at me. I can do it. I can handle it. It won't matter. I have my family. I have love. I have support. I have strength. Whatever this New Year has in store for me - I will meet it head on.
The other day a friend posted on Facebook..... 2012 in one word? Only one word came to mind. FEARLESS. I have spent a lot of time and energy worrying about things I can't control. Things that I shouldn't control. And I like to think this new trend has only been since all the medical stuff with Makenna... but let's be real, I've been doing that all my life:) I need to let go.
Let Go and Let God.
That's the underlying motto, but in ONE word; it's FEARLESS.
Happy New Year!